downhill

i dunno, i think i might have had an emotional downhill. i dunno why. this may sound weird, but i am in a large group at school and sometimes i feel lonely, even though everyday, iam surrounded by the people i love. i have good friends and family, i have a job. but lately, the smallest things get to me. and it hurts. i know i sound like a pathetic little whimp who complains a lot. and whoever reads this that knows me, i don't blame you. i just don't know whats wrong, and i think i need some head space. i might come to the movies tomorrow, but i think i shall have sometime with myself. maybe