i have decided

i have decided i don't want anything to do with a best friends, i'll have friends, but i don't think i'll get close to anyone enough to be my best friend, everytime i get one i get hurt or i hurt them. It happens every year. its like someone in my head goes "Hey look georgina's got a new best friend, lets ruin the friendship" and then i am all alone again, i love my work friends, they are great, i shall have a good friend ship with them, but i think i shall keep my distance for a year. so i don't screw things up for me, and others.